soggy pancake – Page 3 – Waiting for Winter

Nausea, headache, intrusive thoughts, uncontrollable sobbing, and a chipped windscreen. Now seems like a perfect time to sit and stare into space and do nothing about my situation.

I haven’t eaten anything today but a bunch of dark chocolate m&ms and a shitload of potato pancakes. I hate these moods where nothing’s appealing but I know I need to eat something.

I don’t give a damn about much of anything, and haven’t for a few days. I have not been this fucking done with everything in awhile, if ever. I’m not mad or sad or anything like that I just don’t care.

I can’t watch the bayern game cause a bunch of people are camped watching Barcelona. FML one of these days I’ll watch one of these goddamned stress inducers.

I wish apathy were a sport/skill/art form so I could finally be a respected genius.

I maybe want to go to therapy. Mildly worried if I go to therapy I’ll have nothing to write about.

I hate that feeling where you’re watching yourself slowly shut down and either can’t or won’t do anything about it.

jfc my in laws are coming to stay with us for a fucking month over the holidays somebody please just chewt me in the head that is too fucking long why would you stay with someone that long