soggy pancake – Waiting for Winter

I’m really hoping that the constant mental burnout is just because I’m having to learn so many new tasks and remember so many new pieces of information. Cause if this is just gonna be my constant state now it doesn’t bode well for my creative endeavours.

I know in my heart of hearts that I still need to organise my jewellery and tidy the bedroom and change the bedsheets but i am so tired and i have worked so hard today and i have accomplished so much

If I can just do some good for me exercise, then take a good for me shower, I will allow myself to go to bed and read.

…and yes, I do have to bully and bribe myself into doing tiny, trivial things I know I will ultimately be glad I did.

Well, when they ask you towards the end of the interview if you read the job description and understand their scope, I think it’s pretty much game over.

Is there a job where you can just get paid to be sad and listless?

i got fed up with the signup process for my po box and all the dumb security questions they asked so i made up a bunch of bullshit answers and long story short just always put answers you’ll actually remember instead of being a smartass

me: *procrastinates necessary things*
me: *procrastinates enjoyable things*
me @ me: why are you like this

me, begging: please just get up and do the work its not that hard you’ll feel better when you do it
my brain, running away from me, smashing flowerpots with a broom: hey you know what my buddy u can go fuck yourself my guy

It’s a jägerbomb sort of day.

You never feel worse about your writing than when you get an email about your upcoming job interview that says “Please bring with you any relevant pieces of work.”

my (apparently not so) smart watch disconnected from my phone so i missed a call and it’s from a company i applied for a job with and now i have to call them back and it’s like great how am i supposed to do that